Amidst everything right now, I feel lost, I feel drained, I feel exhausted, I crave for clarity, I want to know what’s going to happen, because this is the first time where I can’t even predict my next step. Where I feel everything is just slipping away, where my hands feel so tied up, that I don’t even know what to say. I wish someone comes and tells me, “it’s okay, to not be okay”. It’s fine to cry, it’s okay to feel lost, it’s all okay to shatter for a while, but what’s not okay is to just stay that way. It’s frustrating I know, to search your way in the dark but at least you are taking steps, because if you don’t, you will always be in that dark space and that will get to your head. Everything good in life takes time, so remember your evolution process will take time, and you need to be patient about it. Like it’s said, not everyday is a Sunday, similarly not everyday is meant to be productive, and just like how the week goes on, so shall you.
Trust me, your latter is better than your former, because the best is yet to come. Just don’t give up. Our biggest competition is with ourselves, where we keep comparing ourselves with our best versions, which is good, but do cut some slack, your brain needs to process, to feel calm, so let it shatter for a little while, nothing wrong with that, but do get back onto your feet, because you should always be better than what you were yesterday. Take those little steps, one at a time, Let your best version always win.